ftt thanks ER

FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE ppl at the ER were pretty nice and me and the cop there were watching breaking bad together in the waiting room.

obvis they couldn’t do much, and you can break your arm here and all they will give you for pain is motrin but i did get my antibiotics prescription and they were very srs telling me that i need to get my jaw fixed as soon as possible.

they did give me a name to a dental school/clinic but its an hour away.
which.. isn’t going to happen. idk what i was thinking about going to the ER first of all, since half way there i remembered that i still need to pay to get the meds at the pharmarcy and i am completely broke. i had to ask my boss yesterday for five bux just so skopper could get home from dropping me off at work. so i have no way of getting there even if they’ll take my broke ass.

so i have a useless antibiotic prescription and the pain is like 10 times worse from yesterday, and now its giving me migraines and hurts my ear. making me dizzy(not being able to eat is probs contributing to this) and since i have to try and keep my eyes closed when i have migraines i’ve liked pass out at work like four times but i have to keep jerking myself awake since i dont feel like getting bitched at.

i went over to the dentist office across the street but she wasn’t there today, and she’s a batshit insane pill popping back alley dentist so going to her is like.. horrifying. i had to stop myself from crying in the ER talking about the dentist since fuck ya’ll are traumatizing. i’ve had four different dentists work on this exact tooth thats fucking up my jaw and ALL of them have made it worse and more agonizing over the years because they just wouldnt fucking rip it out of my face already. not that she will take pity on me anyway but i was at least hoping she could just throw me something for the pain.

so idk wtf to do besides to try and continue to rip this fucker out myself.
my boss has left for awhile so i am going to take the opportunity to go pass out and hopefully spare myself a couple minutes of agony